Cha0s Gaming - Sorin and Trinity

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Trinity got dressed quick and took Sorin to Red Lobster.

This place is interesting...

It's seafood mostly...I hope you like it...

*sits down with him*

I'm willing to give it a go...

*smiles* Great!

So why this place? Have you been here before?

No. But I've wanted to try it....Mom says it's too cheap for her taste...and it has carbs....

Server; Hello. Can I get you two drinks? *hands them menus*

Ahh, well, then let us try something new together then. And yes... I think we'll have a couple *looks at Trinity* Pina Coladas...

*blushes* Yeah...

Server; Alright. I'll be back then. *leaves*

*looking at the menu*

Oooooh. Surf and turf.... Filet and Lobster.. well when you're at a place called Red Lobster, you got to have the lobster right? It think i'll take that.... when the server comes back... *snacking on his cheddar bay biscuit*

Me too, to be honest....

Well. Looks like we're both sharing the same experience then tonight, huh?

*blushes and giggles* I guess so!

Server; *walks over*Have we decided?

The lady and I would like the Surf and Turf. The Filet and the Lobster. And a refill on these drinks...

Server; Alrighty! *leaves once again*

*using the oppertunity to stare at him since he was distracted*

I like that dress on you, did you make it? I thought everyone just didn't know what clothes were or something, so I didn't want to say anything.

We're not allowed to wear clothes. Only during certain circumstances or our periods...

Not allowed huh? That seems a bit much to me, but who are we to argue with the owner of the house, right?

Mhm! It's not bad, though. Really. I don't mind it. You get used to it actually

I suppose so...

*looks away a bit* What was your home like?...

Never had one.

Oh...Right...*bites her lip nervously*

It's alright, It wasn't a big deal. How about you? You grew up in that resort, what was that like?

Well when my Dad raises his children, he goes in a separate realm with the mother and child. I was raised with my two sisters. My mother is kind of a diva, but I love her. My Dad took really good care of me alongside Mother

And the collar? Some sort of a... membership thing? Or what, I've noticed a few people wearing them.

I'm his toy if he needs me...

A toy? How do you mean?

He gets to use me for Sexual Gratification whenever and wherever he pleases...

That's.... interesting, I suppose. Personally if I were to be with anyone, it would just be them. I wouldn't want to do anything with anyone else, let alone sit there knowing they're out having casual sex with people either. Would just feel weird to me. But I mean, as long as you're happy, that's all that matters though. But by his? Who are you referring to?

....Araavos....

I see...Well again... If you're happy... *waiting for their dinner* Is it always this slow here?

Server; *serves the food and drinks* So sorry! Kind of busy tonight!

Thank you, and it's alright. *starts eating*

*eating* Well...it leaves two things...I get rid of the collar....or....We just stay friends....

Why would you get rid of the collar though? Don't you enjoy your lifestyle?

I do...But I would rather have something more special than just a bdsm relationship, yknow?...

Such as?

Romance! Love....

Surely there's a way for you to have both, isn't there?

Well yes.. i could be a wife too...

Do you want to?

...*looks down* I don't know...sort of?....

So why don't you?

Because.. I don't want to have to share... to be just.. Another one of his Wives.. i want to feel special...

Isn't that what the collar is about though? Being another of his girls?

Kind of... Another toy... But that's not all i want to be..

So then marry him? Wouldn't that solve the problem? I'm confused.

I don't want to be a Collar anymore either.. i just want.. Someone to myself.. and to be someones only one.

Is it because of me? I don't want you to give something up, just because of what I've said, i'd feel horrible.... You should do what makes you happy...

No...I've always wanted to be someone's only one...

Not.. One of a hundred.

So then why did you take the collar?

I...I felt like I had to...because I was raised on his dick...

Did he tell you, you had to?

No?...

But isn't being raised on it the same thing as being forced to? I mean, you took a collar to continue it, So you must have enjoyed being raised on it if you wished to continue it.

I guess...

But now you're saying you've moved on from it? Just like that? After I got here? That sounds like I'm to blame for that decision. I'm not sure I want to be a reason for you to change your whole life..

I've always felt inferior to his other girls.. but i Took and Kept the Collar because what he does with me and the others makes him happy. i mean.. it feels good. but for me? It's more for his benefit than my own.. I just want to feel... good enough for someone.. and Yeah... Maybe you are, a little. But it's because... Of how you make me feel.. You've made me feel more special and Valued in these past few days than i have my entire life. and it's not that i don't love Daddy.. it's just.. I Just want to be The only one for someone. and to have someone who only Loves and Desires Me.... .... Pretty dumb right?.. *She chuckled. looking away and taking a sip of her drink* (edited)

No it's not dumb. And don't get me wrong, I like you, I really enjoy the time we've spent together. But I could never ask you to give up a piece of yourself, what? For me? What if things don't go the way you hoped? You'd hate me, resent me, blame me for losing something for little or no gain. I can't be responsible for that. I can't let you give up something, for a chance at what may or may never be.

I'm Willing to take that risk... But i know i could never Resent you... If anything.. i'd hope we can still be close regardless what happens...

You can, but I can't take that risk... I won't do that to you. If you want out, it has to be for you, not for me. Never for me. Understand? I never want you to change who you are for me, for him, for anyone. You have to do whatever you do, for yourself. Promise me that...I'm serious. Promise me that you won't change yourself for anyone.

*her eyes watered a little* I promise... But i am doing this for me... I.. *She started to break down a little* I-i just want to Be special to someone. i don't want to have to keep worrying about who's doing what better than me. i want someone to Really Love me and Only me.. I want that genuine connection and Love to one person only.... i-i'm tired of Just being... One of a Hundred. it's so emotionally exhausting knowing i'll never be good enough to be the only one someone desires... Oh she can do this but i can't. go to her... it's fine.. doesn't make me feel inferior or useless at all...... *Covering her face with one of her hands. crying softly now*

*gets out of the booth, then goes to her side, sitting next to her instead of across from her and puts his arm around her* Hey hey... You're not inferior to anyone, remember. We've talked about this... You shine above the herd, not blend into it. Remember, we don't listen to that voice.. We tell her I said to leave you alone.

*Burying her face into his shoulder and hugging him tight. Sniffling a bit as she calms a little.* S-Sorin....

Yeah?

I... *She wanted to badly to say it. but she was so afraid to. she looked up at him. trying to study his face. a few tears still trailing down her cheeks*

You what?

I... *She bit her lip. Taking a deep breath before she said it* I.. Love you...

Oh little flower.... You don't mean that... You just feel alone and vulnerable, and we've spent some time together. I'm not going to take advantage of that. So i'm not going to pretend you didn't say that, I wouldn't want to invalidate how you feel. But I'll tell you what i'm going to do. I'm going to thank you for the honor of being able to make you feel good enough to say that. But I don't want you to act out of that vulnerability. Alright? Now don't get upset. It's a let's re-address this when you're in a better place, alright?

B-but i... *She bit her lip again and turned away. sighing* O-okay....

Now.. i'll stay on this side so you have some company, but let's say we look at those desserts? I don't know about you, but I could go for something sweet that I can actually eat. Because I can't exactly eat you now can I?

*She looked at him. wiping her eyes and smiling a bit. Chuckling* No.. I suppose not. Dessert does sound good though..... *She leaned against him a little*

So what should we have... *pulls out the dessert menu*

Hm... I'd like something a little Fruity.. Maybe the Strawberry chessecake Bliss?...

Then 2 orders of bites it is... Hey, you jump I jump... We've shared everything else so far, why stop now?

*She giggled* What are you, my Shadow? *She smiled. nudgeing his shoulder a little*

Well you are the one that shines after all....

*She blushed profusely and turned away a little. internally screaming* I don't think i'll need dessert you keep Sweet talking me like that....

Then we'll starve together too...

*She Rolled her eyes* No. i want my cheesecake *She giggled*

The waitress comes to collect their other dishes, and Asks them if they're ready to move on to Dessert, and know what they'd like.

Two orders of the cheesecake bites. Extra frosting, she's not getting enough sweetness apparantly... *teasing her*

*She flicked his nose and playfully stuck her tongue out at him* Okay Smartypants.... I have a question for you... Since we're waiting on the Extra Sweet stuff. (edited)

Oh? More questions... *goes back to his side now that she's feeling better to face her, leaning back in the booth* Bring it...

What brought you to the Resort?.

Well, like I said, I was told when I was ready, i'd find this place, and i'd be home. So I guess I didn't so much as decide to come here, so much as I guess I was always meant to be here? LIke a gravity that pulls you in. I was always coming. Just took me a while to get here. Only, I didn't know what or where here was?

That's interesting.... Okay.. My Daddy says he knows you... But do you know him?.

I do. I share a connection to him, I have all of his thoughts, all of his memories. I even have all of his powers. But I don't feel as though they're mine. Like... they're his. But... somehow also mine? Honestly it's been quite confusing... But... I've come to think of them... more of like instincts... Like how a a fish just knows how to swim. It's just things you know, but you can't explain how you know it. (edited)

So you're like... A Part of him in a way?

Maybe, but I don't feel that way. At least I don't think I do...

Interesting... Maybe you could talk to him sometime? Ask him about it?...

Ask him about what? Who and What I am? I know who and what I am.

Well we know who you are. You're Sorin.. and What you are is a God... But one Very Similar to Daddy. Very, Similar...

The waitress returns with their cheesecake and refills their drinks

*turns to the waitress* Thank you.. *turns back to Trinity* Well... that's because I am him, But I took a different name, and cast away all the sides of him I didn't like. I don't condone violence, I couldn't hurt someone with cruelty or malice, I don't want to use people, even if they're willing. And I don't want to share my heart, or my body with many people, because I find something sacred in sharing that with someone special... I guess... in a way... I'm the best version of him...I guess... almost like Your mom is another side of him... that managed to be pulled out of him..

*Her eyes widened in shock as she looked at him. Disbelief on her face* You... you're...

04:08

R-really?

I wouldn't lie to you. But even though I am him... or.. was him.. We don't share a mind. It's like I am him, but at the same time not....

04:09

I did say it was confusing...

S-so wait... If you're the Best part of Him Personafied.. Who's... his worst...?

04:11

what happened to that one? Once you cast it out?

Well... nothing....It's not so much as it's a manifestation or anything... I just chose to only embrace what I saw was good.

are there any other sides he's pulled out?

There is another.... But not even I know about what happened to him.....

Well.. if he's the Personified version of all The Bad parts of my Father... Maybe it should stay that way..

Perhaps...

So... You're, Quite literally... Perfect.

I don't think so... What of all those who don't see things the way I do. To them i'm the monster....

Well.. both sides will always see each other as Selfish regardless...

My point exactly. How can one be perfect, if we refuse to see things from the others point of view? And since I can not, will not, embrace that side. I can never be perfect.

and you don't have to be... So long as you're being yourself... Right?

Bingo. And now you see why, you don't need to be like the herd either. You're you, and that's enough...After all, you just told me to do the same thing, did you not?

*Realization struck her and she looked at him* I... You're... Right... I did...

I guess that means, you have to listen to that advice... since it's your advice after all.

I guess so.. *She smiled. Sticking a piece of her cheesecake with her fork and reaching over to attempt to feed it to him*

You trying to shut me up? Because these things are so good, it might actually work... *leans forward and bites her fork*

Maybe. *She giggled and pulled the fork away once he got the piece and continued eating her own. Smiling warmly at him*

04:32

I've... Really enjoyed my time with you, Sorin..

Well I for one don't plan on it ending. So.. I'm going to say I'm enjoying my time with you too...

Me neither... I don't ever want it to end.. *She said softly. Thoughtfully taking a sip of her drink. She could feel butterflies in her stomach and was trying to calm them*

So, then let's not let it. So, how's your date going?

Amazingly...I still really like you

Oh good. I was hoping it was going well. And I like you too.

I'm glad...

04:45

Hey.. wasn't there Cheesecake on your plate just a second ago? *she teased. Taking note of his now Empty plate*

There was, but someone ate it.

You did! *giggles*

So it would seem. Well if plates are empty, and our dinner is no longer a thing we're doing, what should we do now? Or is this date of ours over?

We could go to the theatres and watch a movie?

Is that really what you want to do?

I can't think of anything else...I wanna spend time with you, it's just...I'm drawing a blank thinking of ideas.

Nothing else?

There's going back to the arcade?

Or.. maybe Hang out at the Pools? In the Hot tub?..

Not sure I want to... There's the nightclub? But then there's all the girls trying to jump all over me too....

05:13

I wouldn't mind dancing with you, if you'd like.

*blushes* You wanna dance with me?

Unless you'd rather I let them dance with me...

*takes his hand* Let's go.

Lets...

*opens portal*